Our Existence

Before reading this, I recommend you to listen to this while reading: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k699IAc1TPA

I looked up at the sky from my window and all I saw was blue engulfing my eyes; hours ago everything was dark and the moon was still dancing with the stars, days ago there were beautiful clouds floating in the skies, months ago the atmosphere around me was colder unlike now where the sunlight can scorch my delicate skin. Months ago the flowers in the park hasn’t bloomed yet, and years ago, I was still afraid of watching horror movies and loved sleeping in my parents’ bed. Thinking about all this again, that life is always moving, that time does not wait for us, that everything is always changing or dying, our problems do not matter, your argument with your friend does not matter; this world we live in will soon die in a matter of decades, the human race will cease to exist like the light of a candle being extinguished; our fragile bodies will soon turn into dust as mother nature or god unleashes its wrath on us while this world crumbles. Nothing ever lasts, so right now, even if we’ll inevitably perish in this world, at least we’ll all have each other to lean on, that we’ve given each other strength and the ability to love one another, to laugh and to cry together. Perhaps after we all die, another set of beings would exist; life would start again and they wouldn’t know of our existence. The universe will forget us, but we won’t forget each other. So just for today, let’s enjoy our existence that we have left in this universe

Make A Wish

Yesterday, I and 9 friends went to the movies to watch The Incredibles 2, which was honestly very good, I’ll give it a 9/10. As I  was with my friends, I noticed I was a bit quiet, again. I think it’s because I’m quite insecure about speaking since I had a stroke 2 months ago, so I found it quite a challenge to communicate normally. There was this one girl who I didn’t talk to, I don’t even know her name, but yeah she was nice, a bit corny, but nice:). Anyways, when we finished the movie we went to the food court and I  went and ordered in McDonald’s (getting a McChicken was honestly good). After I paid I think I dropped my wallet. I noticed it when my friends were buying me a concealer. I felt really scared, I mean, of course, it was my wallet. I kept wishing to the universe that I could get it back and actually didn’t lose it and that my friends were just fucking with me and stole it as a joke, but it turned out they didn’t steal it, I felt hopeless. As I was about to leave the mall, I had the urge to ask the security if they somehow found it, so I ran. I asked the security and they told me it might be in the customer service, it turned out it was. I eventually retrieved it and I was joyful. Now I realized is to, act on your wishes to make it come true, and I acted on it, and thus the universe granted my wish. So basically take actions to achieve your wish and the Universe will grant it.