1:00am. The breathtaking gaze you gave me on the other side of the room, sipping my hot coffee as you leave yours forgotten. Those freckles on your face like constellations, seeing a million stars on your cheeks, not one, but a million, and your eyes, one in a million.
2:00 am. The way we make love to each other, as I trail kisses down your back, exploring every part of your body embracing every bit of your flaws. Straddling on top of me as you wrap your legs around my waist, holding on for dear life, as you dig your fingers on my hair, increasingly growing insane for you.
3:00am. The smell of your scent on my sheets intoxicating me, as we explored each other’s bodies last night, longing to be next to you, not wanting to leave your side ever again. The thought of touching you softly again as I nuzzle your neck, smiling as I see the marks I gave you, to remind them that you’re mine.
4:00am. The day you left me behind. My heart crumbling into pieces, holding it on my bare hands, bleeding, as small shards seep into my skin to my bone. This burning feeling on my chest, filled with chaos and despair, a hurricane that will keep spinning forever till the end of time, destroying everything on its path.
5:00am. The sound of the alarm waking me up, as I wake from my slumber, tears overflowing in my eyes. The morning alarm still buzzing, like my head screaming out in agony, reminding myself that I’ve lost the person that gave me a reason to wake up in the morning. I’ve lost the person that gazed at me in the coffee shop. I’ve lost the person that leaves her smell onto my sheets. I’ve lost you.